depressing days [: not referring to nowadays

Do you remember when we promised each other
to stay forever in love, Hey then you stepped on the promise
- you did the ugliest thing I could think of.
Tell me how can I let it go,You used to be my everything
I used to be your only queen, We used to be unseparable.
We couldn't spend the nights away, You used to be my melody.
You used to mean the world to me.
You didn't even say that you were sorry

FAILLLLLL.

hms so what exams did i have today ?
- CHEMISTRY
- BIOLOGY
both high level exams might i add, & i FAILED.
omfg me & mylinh are the biggest douches , we thought biology was multiple choice today - so we decided not to study it & just wing it. when we walked into the classroom, the teacher was bloody handing out heaps of sheets of paper. which means .. LONG RESPONSE QUESTIONS. holy fuck --" are you kidding me. i pretty much bullshitted the whole paper. oh and for chinese .. i got 0/8 lol, uhh what the fuck ? can i remind myself that i am HALF chinese. so zero is unacceptable. ughhh dieeeee ! anyways :) to my girlies who read this. GO FUCKING STUDY YOUR ASS OFF ! yes - i`m referring to you, mylinh lina & catherine. and maybe russel and james if they actually bother to read this shit. ahahahaha oh & olivia and emily [: what babes. they let us share their refectory table at lunch time today - cos bloody year 10 gaming nerds took our spot D: yeah anyways, that was my crap day.

To simon : happy 7 months baby <3
sorry for saturday, sorry for making you walk out.
& sorry for your bruised hand ..
i still love you.

oh yeah and a recap for saturday, simon came over & gave my brother a haircut looool - he`s absolutely obsessed with it. gavin`s constantly asking me to go buy him hairwax & whether i can help him. lolol - and to help him get girls or in his case, impress one particular girl named Tammy Nguyen lolol ! (he`s 8 btw) , simon taught him a bit of dance, though that was epic fail ahahhahaa. yeah & that was pretty much my weekend too

looool epic fail.

me & lina are incredibly cut, we're asians that do shit in maths.

we hate queensland academy to the core

but we attend school to see eachother <3

loveee you girls [: thankyou for making school worthwhile

we suffer & endure pain together.

mylinh - if your reading this, you should be studying.

james - if your reading this, im sorry for whacking you so much

catherine - do your maths assignment

*SIGH . kill QA

nearly the weekend bitches [:

FML ; don`t expect you to read

i hate school
i hate work
i hate assignments
i hate exams
& i miss everyone.
ASDFGLKJDF ! so here i am back at the goldcoast ; omgosh what the frick ?! this term has gone so fast - can you believe that it`s already week 9 ? & today was a shithouse day yet again, everything was a bludge - apparently next week my chemistry teacher will be phoning up my parents if i don`t write the homework in a book .. uhhh wdf is up your ass miss, at least i did something .
i miss brisbane state high. arghh - talking to paul the other day while i was at simon`s house, made me realise how much i missed everything. even the little things like - our lunchtime spots .. even the long daunting stairs. argh why didn`t i cherish my time there more ? ehhhh life sucks. i wanna go back ! maybe i should sneak into bshs one day HA ! & i actually won`t get caught this time (like at macgregor) because i`ll actually know a form teacher`s name ! [x for those of you who don`t know .. back in the days - 2007, Victoria, Susie, Stephanie H, Jessica & i decided to sneak into macgregor high . god knows why but yeah .. so we got uniforms off meila & andy`s sister looool and snuck in. we were only in there for about a good 10mins before jessica & i got caught. apparently we were wearing the "old school uniform" & attracted the attention of an old lady. the conversation went like this:
old hag : girls ! why are you wearing those skirts
me : um because we`re seniors ? (WRONG ANSWER STEPHANIE T^T)
old hag : hm, i`ll need to see your diary
jess : we don`t have it here with us
old hag : well don`t you have an id card or something ?
me : no ...
old hag : okay then - who`s your clan (form) teacher ?
me : uhhhhh ..... mr simpson
old hag : there is no mr simpson - come to the office now !
yeah we were pretty stupid huh .. so while we were following the old lady - terence walks up behind us & whispers for us to leg it .. so as soon as the teacher turned around. we legged it LOOOOL running across people`s handball court & rushing for the exit. terence got called to the office but because he`s sucha sweetie, didn`t turn us in & covered [: soon after, we called steph to come out .. except she was like "wait what. but but .. i`m at the front of the tuckshop line" LOOOOOL - she was so calm. vic & susie saw us getting caught so they met up with us at the alleyway afterwards.
ahhh *sigh - goodtimes goodtimes [: miss you girls dearly ! kajhfdlkajfdhkajhfda haven`t had those kinda days in years & to think that we`re getting older and wont be able to do it again sucks hardcore. love yous .. hope to catch up soon x

fucking adore victoria wong, jessica lau, stephanie hsu, susie nam & peggy lee (not in picture lool)

i love nicole tong ♥

So there`s this girl called Nicole Laura Tong - we`ve known of eachother before, but the official date that we clicked was the 3rd of October 2007. it`s funny how we met actually - you`d think we`d hate eachother with passion after everything that was caused between us because of a particular boy. i mean, technically she stole my boy ! LOL nah jokes. he was an asshole and told her that he stopped seeing me etcetc & the controversy goes on. And it`s funny to this day that, we`re such good friends who were united by a dickhead. to the dickhead - i`m so glad you played/cheated on me, cos i met the best girl ever & without you, this wouldn`t have happened. we showed eachother that first impressions are always wrong, & when i talked to her properly - guess we were abit scared cos we didn`t know what it`d be like . i mean, we`ve only heard of eachother from other people but when we did, i fell in love with this girl ;] i figured she didn`t mean to hurt me intentionally & that even through all the hurt and pain, this girl was worth being friends with [: she was there for me when i was down - helped me through relationship problems & calmed me down, we told eachother secrets that you wouldn`t usually tell a stranger you just met. we talked & talked & have personal jokes that only we`d understand. its a nicole & steph kinda thing- "NGAWWW i`m gonna fucking cut myself three times if you don`t stay with me" ahahhaa don`t worry if your not nicole, and don`t get it. but seriously - i don`t know what i`d do without this girl. she`s the B1 to my B2 [:
i remember all those phonecalls we had. whoaa - we really are whipped bitches, calling eachother constantly ahaha and wasting all our freecalls and credit (well its not really wasting [: it was well used) . city bumming together turned into garbo bumming haha. that was the best day <3 I FREAKING LOVE YOU BABE. & miss you to the core. andd you know what ?! you owe me a free gloria jeans drink [:

love you so much & hope to see you soon beautiful x

i hate school.

today was officially the worst day of the week .. i did jackshit D: urgh, oh but i finally decided to go to badminton training due to olivia and lisa`s peer pressure. it turned out to be okay, not as boring as last time .. & peteroh and calvin owe me icecream [: yeah that`s right boys, beat you fair & square !
hms, and fuck me - i got like a gazzilion assignments due and exams coming up- BLEH, WHO THE HELL INVENTED SCHOOL ?! i think i`ll shoot you in the head ! (as nicole likes to say) argh. so anyways this blog is mainly dedicated to mylinh - and i think you should really study dear [: otherwise you won`t get your target 40+ ! uh huh .. oh & apparently nearly everyone in my business class got a predicted 0-4/25 on their assignments. ouch gg .. i better re-do that later then. and that`s all for today ; thursdays suck major balls. but at least tomorrow is friday .. which means, the weekend ! [: yeah, & i think i`m going to see simon after school and show him my cool magic trick D: it`s amazing - as mylinh, catherine, russell & james say [: yeahhhh super what ? SUPERSTEPH. looool

so you think you can dance, lol my boyfriend is cool as [: & that reminds me ! WHO GOT VOTED OUT D: ?! iduno due to my deprived state of televisions. bleh D: ! hate goldcoast, but i guess i`ll be back in brisbane tomorrow x

Faggot.

Omfg RAGEEE ! don`t you just hate people who try to act all hardcore and top shit in front of you ? isn`t it frustrating when all they talk to you about is either:
- "oh man i got fucking wasted last weekend aye"
- "i haven`t had sex for so long man, i fucking crave"
- "niggah, i smoked one fucking pack a day"
- "i dyed my hair blonde so i can look fucking hardcore"
- "i`m gonna fucking smash this kient after school today"
- "oh i fucking need a girlfriend by the end of this month"
- "i stole my dad`s car & didn`t fucking get home till 2am"
ASDFK ! note: do you have to say fucking in every sentence ? okay if that`s how you like to talk, i`ll do the same niggah shit because that`s so fucking cool bro and i think if i keep saying the word fucking i`ll look fucking hardcore and fucking superior. guess what solleh - i don`t FUCKING give a shit alright. stop acting like your topbullcrap, cos ya know what ? - your not & everyones getting really sick of your shit. yes i rage at you and you call me a fucking bitch but your the one being a fucking dickhead, and you know i can`t take assholes. & honestly, you bag other tryhards, but you obviously haven`t looked in the mirror lately. so go grow some balls and stop trying to talk yourself up, cos its not impressing anyone.

and no i will not mention the name of this person. but i`m sure most people can work it out. OKAY - now that i let all that out, i will avoid using course language from here on. hms, today was another average school day - english was a bludge, mlc was a bludge, business was a bludge, maths was definately a bludge (Lina & I, just sat through the whole class eating freddo`s and boost chocolates while talking about our earpiercings, which we plan to get next friday i think [:) and lastly, chemistry was a bludge. i spent that lesson emailing mylinh♥ & that was the end of school - but i still needed to go to Mandarin tutorials because Ms Moffatt would be cut at me if i skipped class again .. so bleh D: i was forced to go. Mylinh left early and because there was no one to keep me company, i fell asleep ; like literally. but don`t worry, i didn`t get caught cos i was hiding behind my bag [: and she didn`t notice loool. then after class i went to the library to keep Russell company, until his mum came. HUTDAYUM she`s hot O_O .. JOKES ! nah, but seriously looooooooool hahahahhaha ! & yup that was my day [:

clean up australia day photos

her number is : 0423 you wish

mylinh letran ♥

Catherine, Mylinh & I, ignore my shit aim

SEX POSE. i want you girl, REOW ;]

i believe we were using hong or esther`s phone

free condoms anyone ?

& again

and we finally got our smoothies.

yeah and this was about 2/3 weeks ago, but i didn`t get the photos until recently, so here they are girls [: mostly mylinh cos shes the biggest camwhore. so why did we go to clean up australia day you ask ? well its because our freakazoid school makes us do a hell lot of hectic community service hours. so yeah, we went - walked around on the beach, tried to catch fish, avoided crabs, sat in the shade and drank smoothies while pretending to clean up rubbish by holding an empty garbage bag. in the end we filled it with sand loool [: & got 4hrs worth of community service.

first blog

lmao - i don`t know why i got this [: but Catherine said that i should and therefore i did . hms today was a bludge day, basically did no work at all & instead, James and i decided to watch the 40 year old virgin. looool, the main dude is sucha sweetheart - so polite towards women, i was just like NGAW D: the whole time due to his cluelessness, but yeah pretty funny movie.

but before all that we had some gay assembly that was just full of talking about the year 10 fucks in our school, so calvin, mylinh, lisa and i decided to bail. man our school is bloody stupid, they don`t even notice us walk out the back door. looool. & so we hid in the chinese room and talked for hours till everyone else finished the presentation etcetc & that`s basically all i did today at school, it was pretty lame. i got an email from the vanuatu people & apparently when i go over there for boarding school, they all speak french O= whoa wtf kient, i`m chinese vietnamese niggah. and wake up time is 5am. uhh and since vanuatu is 1hr ahead of australia, pity me .. cos it`ll be 4am for yous . BLEH D:

AND LASTLY, i would like to mention that i love mylinh letran, lina chen & catherine choi [: